Don't ever take things for granted ;

It's Always Our Fault.

sigh... today is a bad bad day. it's been a long time since I get so pissed off. say what you want, think what you want, I know my attitude sucks, but I think we are not always at fault. okae, let me complain alright. I just felt unfair.

woke up at 1230pm, bath&stuff. headed for school for Sectional. reach school around 2pm, had Sectional till 4pm. then headed for Dinner with my section. as we received a message from our SL yesterday "Hey,ppl. Tmr 2pm-optional sectionals. COMPULSORY SECTIONALS for those who did not come for sectionals for monday and tuesday. 4 to 530pm-dinner and slack and break time. 530pm-fall in and get ready for practice. this will happen for the next three days. Compulsory sectionals for all on thursday and friday." ohwell, we are just following what our SL told us&nobody told us about the whatsoever briefing okae. well, headed back to school around 5plus. fall in&guess what, we are punished. I mean not all, but just those who didnt stay for the briefing before Dinner were punished. Hello, you all didnt say anything like we know you will give us a briefing? yahyah, everything is our fault, we should know, we should have asked, isnt that what you guys wants?

but hey, mind what you say girl, what does it means by "this may be new to the juniors&mayb new to some seniors because you are too slack for the last few years." you said you&him will bring up the discipline of the Band, that sounds as if the ex-Majors arent doing a good job because you said that the seniors are slack, is that what you mean? I got to say, the previous batches' discipline were much more better than now okae. I didnt want to lose my temper infront of the whole Band just now, cause I know even if I do, I will lose out because I'm just a member[though I'm older]&you are a Major, whatever you say will be right, yesh? forget it man, we will blame it on ourselves. why do we have to compare ourselves with what other Majors do to their Bands? what does us got to do with your Nco Camp?

~~somehow, if you continue like that, I doubt you will get the whole Band's respect~~ ~~girl.~~

after walking/running round the school, practice till 9plus&home around 10plus.

fcukfcukfcuk, I'm seriously pissed off.
Being sick is already terrible, but you people made my mood worse.

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I bet you are talking about me, arent you?
I ruined our Friendship?
I know my attitude sucks.
But come on,
who wouldnt get pissed off when you are punish for something so ...?
Even Azmir, WeiSing are.
But well, I know you are doing your job.
I'm not holding any grudges against you.
I just dont like the way she say things.
Well, nevermind.
My Fault Then, I'm Sorry.
I Bad-mouthed your Friends?
Did I?
If you say so, WHO?!
Come on, tell me what wrong I did.
I've never wanted this Friendship to end this way.
Sigh...

Walk away, Loved. 11:15:00 PM `